Saturday, August 8, 2009

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I haven't had a full night's rest in 4 days. Once I'm awake my mind races until it's time to get up the next morning. All my worrying is making my stomach hurt. I don't feel like eating, but I find it harder to sleep if I'm hungry. I'm keep telling myself not to worry about things but I can't help it. I'm a worrier. Once I start thinking about things it's really hard to stop.

I'm exhausted.

My tummy hurts.

I'm yawning so hard tears stream out of my eyes.

But here I am unable to nap.

Oh how I hope that a sleeping pill helps tonight.

3 comments:

Brittany Forsyth said...

I'm sorry! I do that a lot too. Last night in fact. I woke up at half past four and couldn't get back to sleep til about 7. What's worrying you? It usually helps to talk it out.

Unknown said...

i'm so sorry cilla! i have found that a whole ambien knocks me out for about 10 hours.

Anonymous said...

Sleeping pills have been helping. Thank goodness! I also chatted with my mom. I love sleep.